it happens just remember you are awesomesauce and hope that there is light nearing the end of your tunnel

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Even an epic level ranger could not track my thought process

Great books are weighed and measured by their style and matter and not by the trimmings and shadings of their grammer.
- Mark Twain

Its ok man. I've had dark times in my life too. You just gotta try and keep yourself going. I love ya man, and I'll be here if you need me.

There ya go bro! Chin up and all that! Off your haunches and on your paws Kiv! It is a tough kind of failure to deal with to be sure. But the first thing that could help is not to look at it as a failure anymore, but to see it as a sort of life trial. Overcome it and move forward. It is okay to be worried...if you weren't I would be a bit more concerned for your well being to be honest.
On another note, I am so glad you had fun with your bro, friends and family. Sometimes a little fun and relaxation with close friends and loved ones is just what you need.
Much love to you bro!

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Skip all that business about evolution, humanity was cooked up in an alien easy bake oven a long time ago. That's why we don't work correctly. There's nothing 'natural' about us. ~ Dr. Steel

<:3 dont worry kiv youll be fine ya just hit a hard spot.. everyone does your goin to bouce back faster than you think ^^ so just keep lookin farward and cheer up .. and when ya need to talk or anything ya got everyone here ^^

and also ya didnt sound like an ass to me youer just stressed as hell... so relax and clear your head for alittle bit ^^ your goin to be fine.. your to nice for anythin bad to happen

and sry if im not helpin <:/

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Once youve lost someome important. It'll only leave room for something bigger in your heart.

It's ok. I go through that as well.

I hope I can be forgiven too. Though, I never had been. *shrugs and sighs*

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I am a cat. Maybe a wolf. Whichever. I'm coming after you to lick, play, or fight.

Its ok. We all have our dark times. hopefully you should fine that light again. ^^

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I'm also here ~ZukaTheJackal
~HedoneHigh

Take a break... relax for a bit. Seriously... nothing's gunna get solved by sitting there and worrying all the time... -__-;

Anyways... whatever happens... Umm.. g'luck 'er something like that, eh?

glad we both agree on suicide the same way

awww don't be so hard on yourself loosing a job is a very hard thing to go through, my very FIRST job was at a health care place and I was the youngest person working there (at the time I was 17 and everyone else was 50-60) and I got let go because they claimed "I asked too many questions." and when they let me go I cried right there in front of everyone O_O and when I got home I just ran in the bathroom and locked myself in there O_o it was very hard

then another job at an art place I worked there for a year then got laid off I was pissed I called the boss swearing at her and stuff LOL but I was hurt about that too.

Later on I have two jobs and they were for the better but they took me ALOOONG time to find them about three years of searching and sending in applications.

I know u will find better it just takes time